Weigh in

So I lost 3 pounds this which is the most I have lost in 1 week ina very long time. Which puts me at 202.8 and a SIZE 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bought my first and last pair of size 16 jeans because I only HOPE to be in them like 2 months! And they are skinny jeans! Which by the way are really weird, I really like having the mobility of regular jean but when I am trying to stuff my jeans into my boots every day it gets old. It weird to be in skin tight jeans.but Mike likes them! I am not sure how much I like it but hey 1 pair 60 days! So if I can cont to loose like 3 pound every week for 2 months until March 15th I will of lost which is 43 days from now which is 8 weeks, I will of lost 24 pounds! Ohh pray I can! that means by the time the competition is over I would of lost about 58 pounds in 6 months. That would be great! But that isnt my goal! My goal weight is 150 by the end, not 155 so I better be good! Ohh how great would it be to be 155 again.
I know you are probably thinking if you are skinny that 155 is big HAH! NOPE! For my height that is only 10 pound over weight! That can be done is a summer so by the time we move here and start some where else I will be loving my 135 figure! Ohhh happy day! I havent been 135 since I was 20!
Its great to see that it could really be! It could be skinny family pictures somewhere in the world. Running with my kids and being active. It could be me doing 3 days walks and marathons! And it could be healthy! hmmmmNICE!
Well I have to go to bed but hmm think about what can be done in one YEAR! The growth, The change, The new LIFE!

This week

So I have been bouncing around 204 for some time. And can I say that is so frustrating. So this week I am really trying to buckle down and be Nutritarin. I went to a really good friend of mine who is very wise and educated in health and fitness too get some help. Janeen Alley the great women she is helped me get my stuff together and now I am marching along the right path again! I am so excited to get on the scale this week and see what a difference!
Along with working out because I have such a slow metabolism I am cutting all breads( which I am so addicted too! I LOVE BREAD! ) and Dairy. Which Dairy is going to be the one I slowly let go of. Bread is going to be really tough. I see people with bread and I just want it! No joke I saw a kid today holding a bag from the bakery and a part of me wanted to go rip it out of his hands! I need help! MY LANTA!
SO day 2 of trying to be very good. I am really enjoying the menus and the weight loss. Hey maybe I might hit my goal after all! Gesh wouldn't that be great!
So tonight I am going to get good sleep and hit the gym hard again tomorrow! I want 6 miles in 66 minutes! I will get it believe you me!

This week

So this week we started out doing 60-90 minutes of cardio a day then weights. I have gained weight do to weight training but at the same time my legs are looking good and my arms too so I am taking the gain with a smile. Hopefully next week I can loose more and not gain. I hate the 200 pound hurdle. I have been sitting at it for weeks and cant get under. I have a feeling it has to do with hot coco! I am in love with it and its winter.
Side note: Still no FBI Clearance! Uggg Its so difficult to be so close and it take so long! But the Lords timing! Today I was sent a email about a baby due in 3 weeks that needed a family and we cant take it because we dont have the clearance yet. So bummed but thats life! Little boy too!

Anyways well I am off to go shopping and then spend time with Friends and then Hopefully a date!

New Year

Okay so I suck at blogging but I find it therapeutic to release my thoughts so I am going to do it anyways!
So I am going to breake down the next year for you in in Months:

January: Waiting for approval for Adoption, Mike Starts school Again
February: Approved for Adoption, Mike school
March:Mike School- put in for Orders
April: 5 Years Married
May: Mike school, Biggest Loser Challenge Over
June: Sam Birthday, Korea trip for Girls
July: Friends wedding in Utah
August: Festivals and Hiking Mt Fuji
September: Mike Birthday
October: Halloween
November: 3 day Breast Cancer Walk in San Diego, Thanksgiving
December: Move!

So this year is packed full of Stuff! Plus we are planning on getting a baby in he spring somewhere between February - June! We are so excited for this year and all its going to be bringing !

So I am off to the gym to kick butt for 2 hours!